Sound nice , right?
Haha, sure is it! =)
At least study make me more happy!
Teacher lee, thank you for today.
honestly , that time I almost cried out in front you.
I am a kind that can't be console / can't let others know the real Me under the mask.
I know that stupid , but I can't change it.
What I suppose to call it?
guise? i think so.
I know I used to act relax in front you all.
However, It just an illusion.
Another day again.
Y.O.U already far away from me.
I had accepted too.
Every time saw you treat me like AIR, that's feeling really kill me, hurt me!!!
I cherish you, so I try even harder to try to make peace .
Do you all understand?
Being ignored from a good friend is the most painful thing in life!
Not I do not want reconciliation but is she does not appreciate it or give me a F.
What can I do? What I can do if she even a chance also do not want to give me?
Aquarius is a kind that very attach importance to friends.
It seem I over kind on them for now.
I'd reconcile or even try harder to make it return to the original but the saddest fact is --- you don't even give a bit of attention or some treasure on it.
It seem like my reconciliation is a thing that useless？fine
I really can not understand what is happening.
I really wish I can die or even make my heart stop bleeding.
It has make my tears falling down.
hurt. pain. sad. despair.
Mum keep console me. My sis too.
Sister usually less console me at least some big things happened.
That mean, this is a kind of big things? For me, sure.
看着她离开，看着她每天黑着脸坐下来，然后静静做自己的东西。
平时一起讨论的时光，
现在竟然是双方逃避的时候。
你在东，我在西。
就连我明明放在桌上的答案纸你也宁可转去后面跟别人借。
我做错了什么？
我得罪你了吗？
我是不是要跪下对你磕头，
你才会原谅我?
你是不是要把我当成空气？
我明年就转校了，
就连那一段短暂的快乐的时光你也要把它丢进大海里，
让我掏心掏肺的寻找，
当我找到了，
然后你要再把它丢进大海里吗？
冰冷的海水渗透那时光，
咸咸的，就像泪水，
是伤心的，是绝望的。
我发了疯的哭，你却拼了命的笑
